Currently Listening to Beyonce-Pretty Hurts
I hope you didn’t think that the Currently I Am series was over!! I just didn’t want to start the month that way because well, I wasn’t really giving good vibes at the end of last month and I need something positive to start the month with hence my Five Things I Am Currently Loving post. Anyways,let’s take stock.
Feeling – Positive that this month and this year are really for me, so many good things happening and coming my way and I feel so grateful and I thank the Lord for all the amazing things and people.
Irritated– By the stock Nigerian mentality. Where do I even start from? The country is in upheaval and one of our very own decided to make a stand and guess what. The people actually went against him. Not even that alone, I really hate how Nigerians can’t seem to mind their own business, someone else’s life becomes their midnight tales everyday and it’s just sickening. Because it’s bad enough that you have decided to be a gossip, but do you have to rub it in my face??
Knowing – That the word of Mouth is the best means of advertising and yet I find it hard to tell people ‘ I have a blog, do check It out.’ Whenever someone comes up to me to ask about my bag I just freeze. And I know I shouldn’t.
Loving– My new mentality. For a long while, I used to be scared of so many things like what people thought, what the future holds etc but now I’m more inclined to chill, do my best and enjoy the journey.
Craving – Rice, beans and stew. I had this for breakfast and lunch yesterday but the craving is still so much.
Wondering – If I will be walking to this Uniport for the next four and a half years? I really need to get school accommodation because this trekking life won’t cut it. Plus it’s hard dealing with school issues and still going home to deal with home issues.
Excited – For the shoot I have in two days time, and hoping you guys and I love the outcome. *fingers crossed *
Listening– To alot more new music than usual, I normally stick to my safe and tried oldies and musical songs *coughs Glee coughs* but lately I have been loving Jojo, Jon Bellion and Troye Sivan. And that one Jonas Blue song.
Angry – that people have so much innate negativity to throw to other people. And they will be wondering why their life isn’t going anywhere. I have been more observant on social media and I am in awe at how many people really have nothing better to do with their time than throw negativity at their fellow human beings. I Mean If you hate them, unfollow them, stop talking about them and forget them. It’s their lives not yours you don’t have a saying how they live it.
Anticipating – The shoot. I really hope it all goes well.
Wishing – Everything works out well for myself, my family, friends and the country as well. And that the lecturer in this class will actually talk out loud or cut the class short.
Wearing – A stripped polo, jeans and leather slippers because I can’t be bothered.
Regretting-Partly regretting choosing the white theme for my instagram because one it’s the popular choice and finding a good enough location is slightly hard because well, Uniport is colourful but I will survive.
Wanting – To be better, to do better for the people I love and for myself. And also wanting free food today *don’t blame me*
Determined- To shave as soon as possible. My scruff is the most annoying, how will be shaving every other day. In this recession? But what will I do?
Reading- Nothing. Absolutely nothing, I really need to get a book and read.
So that’s a peek into my life at the moment, I just really want to make this month count and to do even more and be more. I know I kinda sound like I’ve been reading all these self-help books but nah I haven’t. I just really want good things to happen and the only for that to happen is to make it happen.